let your body speak

Words are not enough to let another person know how you feel. Saying something does not necessarily mean you have said what you really want. Your actions are what's important if you really want to let another person know what truly is in your heart and mind. Words are just words when there's no proof of what you said through your actions.

It is easy to say something. Sometimes you even utter words that surprises you on why you said it. What you said may only be made to cover up for something, to lie about something, or just to say that you have said something. But there are some things that your body does that can contradict what you say. You can say that you're not hurt by another person, but your eyes can say otherwise. Or you can tell everybody that you're happy, but they can see and tell that you're crying inside.

What i'm trying to say is that, even if you tell another person a thousand, or even a million times how you feel, if that person does not see that your actions and your body says so, that person will have a difficulty believeing even the most honest words you have said. The body speaks a more precise language than the mouth alone. If you want to be understood better, learn to let your body speak. Always back your words with the corresponding actions. In this way, others can understand you better and know how sincere you are and true to your words.

i know i'll miss you... that's all...

i didn't mean to hurt you. it wasn't in any of my intentions. it was just one of those days that i'm longing for some attention. we won't be together that day, we're both aware of that. that's why i hoped that the brief time that we're together will be worthwhile, enough to make up for the time that we won't be with each other.

i was sad not because of the reason why we can't be together that night. i was sad because of the fact that we won't be together. its the only reason why i acted that way. i missed you, and i miss you, that's all. i hope you understand.

i hope the following day would be much better. i hope what happened will be left to disappear with the night. i hope the new day brings a better time for us to be together.

again, i'm sorry if i hurt you in any way. it really wasn't my intention.

until time's end

It seems there's always not enough time to spend with someone you can relate to perfectly. You
wish that everyday would last a lifetime. You wish you could stop the engines of time from moving. You wish you could invent a machine that could stop the earth from its movement. Or you wish you could just have magic so you could stop everything from moving with just a flick of your finger.
When you're together, it seems that only the two of you exists in this fast paced world. Everything is reduced to a blur. The only sounds you hear are the music that flow through the air everytime you speak to each other. No noise nor any other disturbance could break the connection you create everytime you hold each other. It doesn't matter what opporunity permits the two of you to be busy with. Just as long as you have each other close, whatever you do is totally irrelevant. You don't care what you do or where you go. You don't mind having to put up with anything you dislike or you're uncomfortable with. Just as long as you are on each other's side.
But the sad thing comes when reality knocks at your head. The day always ends, the time keeps on runnning, the world keeps on turning. And you just realize that you have to let the connection go. Though its just for a small amount of time, you feel like its eternity. Goodbye's a hated word. It's such a burden to let go of each other's hands, to part ways, to be apart even for just a brief moment.
Your only consolation is that, tomorrow offers you another chance to be with each other. To rebuild the connection, to have each other close, to go wherever chance leads you. And yet, there you are too, hoping again for time to stop, the day to not end, for both of you not to part.
And the cycle continues...
But someday this cycle will end. Time will come when you need not worry about being apart. You won't care if time leaves you behind. Even if the world spins ten-fold, it wouldn't matter. The day will end with you never having to part. The day would come that you'll be forever on each other's side. Though the cycle seems to last an eternity, you know nothing lasts forever, except for your desire to be with each other until time's end.

going in different directions

there are really times that you misunderstand and get misunderstood. that time just comes when you'll disagree on certain topics, fight over who's right, debate on who has the better opinion.
times like these cannot be avoided. you just have to deal with them. you just have to get through them. they should not be avoided, nor be allowed to stay.
times like these should be considered as opportunities. Opportunities to understand each other better. there are things that you better grasp when you experience them first hand. words and stories are not enough to let you understand each other. being there will make it easier to understand. in being there, you learn how to deal with it, resolve it, get through it, though painfully.
so i'll gladly accept times like these. i'll choose it over not talking or minding petty misunderstandings. learning from mistakes is better than learning from preaching. lessons from mistakes tend to stick to your head stronger unlike those from just hearing them, wherein they can easily escape your mind.