(in the middle of an argument)
heart: can't you see? our master's so much happy right now
mind: I know our master is happy. But do you think that happiness would last? Do you think its the kind of happiness that our master's looking for?
heart: i don't care if its the right happiness or not. what's important is that our master is happy.
mind: happy now, and miserable in the end.
heart: so what if the happiness ends, there's always something else that could make our master happy.
mind: you don't get it.
heart: no! i perfectly get it. you are the one that needs to understand what i'm saying
mind: i completely understand what you're trying to say
heart: and yet you still think otherwise
mind: that's because i'm thinking not only of today, but also of tomorrow and the next day, and the day after that.
heart: and how long will you be thinking of that "right" kind of happiness? what if it never comes? won't you allow our master to be happy even for just a short time? would you choose that over not being happy at all? what if that happiness is the "right" happiness? have you thought of that?
mind: how will that be the "right" happiness. everything around it says otherwise.
heart: how would you know if its "otherwise"
mind: i just know! based on what i see right now, i know its not the happiness our master deserves.
heart: so you'll just let master sulk, trying to find that happiness you're saying? let her drown in tears thinking that she'll never ever find that happiness?
mind: (sighs) i didn't say that. what i'm trying to say is that, i just want our master to find the happiness that she deserves. one that will last. one that will not just be there for a brief moment. one that will our master's happiness forever.
heart: but what if that never comes???
mind: it will come.. it always comes...
heart: won't you try to find out if the happiness she has right now is the happiness she deserves?
mind: i told you its not the one
heart: but how do you know?
mind: because everything around tells me its not!!!
heart: why doesn't it tell me?
mind: you're just not listening.
heart: i don't hear anything...
mind: (sighs)
heart: what??
mind: nothing!
(mind stay silent for a few moments)
heart: does your silence mean you're accept what i'm saying
mind: whatever...
heart: common!!
mind: what??
heart: shall we tell our master now? tell her to continue with what makes her happy now?
mind: no
heart: then what??
mind: nothing. i'm still against it.
heart: then what do you want us to do?
mind: tell her to find her true happiness, and not go with the one she has right now
heart: but what if she never finds that happiness???
mind: we're going in circles
heart: you're going in circles
mind: ok! go! do what you want to do. but don't blame me if our master sheds tears again. i told you now what we have to do. remember that this is your idea, not mine.
heart: good! (smiles in triumph) let's go!
mind: (whispers) whatever...
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