I told myself i'll write about my stay in Cebu for a vacation. It was supposed to be the perfect time for me and for my girl to be alone, and away from any distraction. It was a time we were supposed to enjoy together, alone with each other.
It went out fine. We were alone in a little world we imagined our own. We find the time together as a preview of the times we plan to spend with each other in the near future. We enjoyed it. We walked. We talked. We laughed. We lied in each other's arms.
And then. Boom! One wrong move, one small slip, wasted it all. I lost my sense of remembering. I had i touch of insensitivity. I fumbled. I made a mistake. A mistake that almost cost me my girl. It made an almost unforgettable experience a very forgetful one.
We still enjoyed the remainder of our stay there. But it was clear there where unspoken words and undeniably hurt feelings. The mistake i made proved costly. It made a gap between me and my girl that will take time to bridge again.
Now i'm trying to patch things up. I'm trying to make up for the mistake i made. I'm trying to mend wounded feelings. I'm trying to bring back lost emotions. I'm carrying this burden on my back. It was my fault anyway.
There it goes... I told my self i'll write about our stay in Cebu. But stopped myself because of what happened. And still, i wrote about it... Makulit ako, wala akong magagawa.. :-P
2 comments:
anong nangyari? tsk tsk tsk
At bakit merong "we lied in each other's arms"? Lied ba as in nahiga? nagsinungaling? he he he he... slow ako ngayon.
Vacations are suppose to be fun.. Let me quote you, "away from distraction".. That goes without saying that you were trying to leave everything and everyone behind.. The two of you should be able to sort out this little "tussle", in the first place, it was the two of you who went to this vacation di ba? Maaayos nyo yan, true love will conquer all di ba? Yun lang..
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